Crossed paths.

We shall meet in the next life.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 4:19 PM
reflecting..

mood: none at the moment. too busy crazing over sengoku basara. *yukimura& masamune!!*
music: Hito Toshite Jiku ga Bureteiru. (sayonarazetsubousensei opening)

I've done lots of reflecting today. For example how my number of good friends is really small.. (in my current school) How I don't actually fit in unless I put up a persona outside. Yeah, I don't believe a word in being yourself around friends. It may work for you but it doesn't work for me. If one day I actually act like my real self - aka as a very loud, lame, naive and short-tempered girl - I would be the talk of the school. Being the most self-centered girl in scgs. Yes. Don't say that I'm being emoish here. I know in an all-girls school chances of bad rumours of other people going around is extremely high. At least that's what I experience. Even in mixed schools. I've heard all kinds of bad stuff about people, and it really makes me wonder whether I'm being bad-mouthed or not. Maybe I'm not even an existence to certain people. But all I just want to say is this. - Don't judge people by appearances. I hate that.

Oh well. I feel as if a stone has been lifted in my heart. Ahh!! Kimochi! xD But note that this post isn't directed to anyone kay? I just know people always think that I'm talking about them. -_- I'm not lah! I'm just talking to myself. :D

I wanna go back on Teachers' Day.~ Wonder what to get for ms kok and chen lao shi!

edit: aww man. just forget the thingy up there kay? xD
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 3:27 PM
100th post..

mood: cold.
music: Snowkel - Kiseki

ahh... so cold... T_T It was raining pretty hard just now at school... And I forgot to bring my umbrella today! Of all days! T_T Lucky Charlene waited for me or I dunno what would have happened to me. grateful sia. thanks man! :D Still have quite a bit of time until piano starts.. sigh. My cold isn't recovering.. At least its not that bad anymore. :) Teacher's Day this Friday!! And we're not let off early. SIAN. I hope can still meet some people after that... At the Primary school that is. sigh. Gosh its really cold and I'm like wearing a jacket in my room. =x Ahh well. This is the 100th post and I have to talk about rain. SIGHS.

Byeeee.
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 5:51 AM
wth..

mood: pissed at unreasonable people.
music: Shimamiya Eiko - Naraku no Hana

I know its too early to be online.

But I just had to say this after seeing all the commotion about Odex and its clarification letter and other articles about it. Like how a 9 year old kid can get caught by Odex.

This isn't fair. We can't download anime. We can't upload them to video-hosting sites. We can't watch anime anymore? What are we supposed to do? BUY them? From where? Odex doesn't have what I want. Do you think if I request for them to ship in my favourite anime they would actually do that? And how much would it cost? I'M NOT SOME HOT-SHOT WITH LOADS OF CASH. I'm not rich. Why can't they understand? I know, my way of thinking is naive. But still, going around giving letters to people and demanding $3000 isn't what you call being fair. You won't even let a 9-year old slip off. So are you telling me I should learn Japanese and move to Japan? Well I'll gladly do that if this continues.

Gosh. Right now I just wish someone can explain to me about this whole thing.. Like the director gives a talk or something... Not post about sueing people on your forum.... :(
Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 9:20 PM
sniff..

mood: sick.
music: ROUND TABLE feat. Nino - New World.

sighs. I feel so damn sick now. Stupid flu and sore throat. It's not getting better and the rain isn't helping. -_- My parents aren't letting me go to school tomorrow. I'll miss lessons now, which is NOT a good thing. Especially when EOYs are around the corner. I realised that you can really miss out on a lot of stuff whenever you don't go to school for a day. And you can't really count on your friends to teach you.. (at least that was what i experienced for geography.. i didn't know anything about rivers and when it was taught. NOTHING. -_-lll) Oh well. Not my right to point fingers or anything. sigh. I feel a tiny bit moody today. Because of this stoopid flu. urgh. Hope there isn't much things to do tomorrow. hm. ahh. I need tissue paper. Byeee!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 8:55 PM
wowowow..

mood: normal.
music: Ikimonogakari - Seishun Line

Today is a day that should be remembered.

Yes, something BIG happened today.

The day that Tricia had scored 8/10 for a chinese test.

And at the fact that she scored 2 marks higher than me.

THIS DAY IS REALLY IMPT. LETS CLAP FOR HER! *ROARING APPLAUSE*



...


This is what I would want to tell the whole world. But I'm not that mean. ;) Don't get mad at me! I was just kidding! Serious. And please read this part of the page before you start maligning me kays? haha. nah, i know tricia isn't that kind of person.

Oh wait, she's called "tui sha"! lols.

I'm too mean, making fun of her liddat. Sorry. I'll stop. =x

Archery tomorrow.. Art of speech too.

Odyssey of the Mind today was fun! I like it! Yeah..

today was laoshi's last lesson with us. SO DAMN SAD. T_T I'll miss her.. And hope that 1syians won't tortured the new teacher. (it seems that its a male tcher.. ...) aiis.

sighs. hope the farewell will turn out well!

ja ne.
Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 7:54 PM
i hate it..

mood: tired, sore legs.
music: none at the moment.

super short post. just have a few things to say.


I HATE ICE-SKATING.

end of story. no offence dudes and dudettes.

i hope pearl isn't mad at me for leaving her behind. sorry, i was accompanying linda (who's hurt) to her bus-stop. =x

signing off.
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 9:09 PM
quiz..

okay. sorry for second post. but found this on leewei's blog. its one of those quizzes.. sorry if i do it wrongly. I'm not good at this stuff.

1. The person who tagged above you is...
Peiwen ma'am. =x
2.Your relationship with him/her is...
NCO-Cadet(me) in CCA.
3.Five impressions you have of him/her...
caring, likes to reflect, serious at times, quite funny, super nice senior!
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you...
How she always help me whenever I don't feel well during RC.
5.The most memorable words he/she has said to you.
Cannot remember. Sorry. =x
6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
O_O That. Is. Sick. I'm not les. -_-
7.If he/she becomes your lover, things that he/she has to improve on...
... *inserts immense silence over here*
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
KILL MYSELF. Go into depression.
9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
She's offended that this quiz's topic is about her.
10.The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...
I don't know.
11.You overall impression of him/her is..
A really good and VERY caring senior!
12.How you think people around you will feel about you.
A girl who is far too obssessed over fictional characters/anime/manga/japan/food/music.
13.The characteristic you love most about yourself is..
None.
14.On the contary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is..
Too many to name.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is..
None at the moment. I just want to lose weight. =x
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
Friends Forever! Peace~ ;)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you -TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES.

1.Charlene.
2.Ruth.
3.Siti Sarah.
4.Faeqa.
5.Tze Yuen.
6.Andro.
7.Amanda See.
8.Zoey Loh.
9.Caitlin.
10.Adrienne.

-Who is no.6 (Andro) having a relationship with?
Erm. No one? Maybe Kubota?
-Is no.9 (Caitlin) female or male?
Female.
-If no.7 (Amanda) and 10(Adrienne) are together, will it be a good thing?
This question sounds wrong. But I know that bickering will come on.
-How about no.8 (Zoey Loh) and 5(Tze Yuen)?
Probably just talk about recent news and stuff.. maybe lame jokes?
-What is no.2(Ruth) studying about?
Erm. How to be a good prefect. Red Cross stuff!
-When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Siti Sarah)?
Hmm.. During school days?
-What kind of music band does no.8 (Zoey) like?
Japanese (like mee!), english, chinese.
-Does no.1(Charlene) have any siblings?
So far I know she has a fraternal twin. (so cool!)
-Will you woo no.3 (Siti Sarah)?
We're all girls here. -_-
-How about no.7 (Amanda)?
I'm telling you, I'm not les.
-Is no.4 (Faeqa) single?
I guess soo..
-What's the surname of no.5 (Tze Yuen)?
Ho.
-What's the name of number 10?
Adrienne.
-What's the hobby of no.4 (Faeqa)?
I dunno.. Practicing RC stuff? Shouting? lol.
-Do no.5 (Tze Yuen) and 9 (Caitlin) get along well?
Yeah. Quite.
-Where is no.2 (Ruth) studying at?
SC.
-Say something casual about no.1 (Charlene).
Erm... NCCer?
-Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Zoey)?
I'M NOT LES DAMNIT.
-Where does no.9 (Caitlin) live?
Somewhere near hillview? If she hasn't move yet..
-What colour does no.4 (Faeqa) like?
Red and black.
-Are no.1 (Charlene) and no.5 (Tze Yuen) best friends?
They don't even know each other.
-Does no.7 (Amanda) like no.2(Ruth)?
Don't know each other.
-How did you get to know no.2 (Ruth)?
Red Cross!
-Does no.1 (Charlene) have any pets?
Dunno.
-Is no.7 (Amanda) the sexiest person in the world?
huh? O_O;;


DONE.
GOSH. That was so tiring. Forgive me if there are any typos. sighs. I doubt anyone would even do the quiz. Maybe one of twoo...
SHHHEEEET. I just remembered that manda doesn't have a blog.
aiiyah.
give up.
byebyeee ne~!
@ 8:32 PM
tags..

mood: none at the moment.
music: Saori Sakura - Primula Juliae

hello! I'll start off with responses to tags:

peiwen ma'am: lol! ANN and wiki are your friends for information (about anime).

Michelle: ohh. I didn't know that. I thought my labels had my name printed? haha. And I'm chim?? ... First time someone called me that. ^^

Charlene: Tagged you right back! :D

lol. Watched "Tales of Symphonia" OVAs. [Two of them. I doubt its completed.] Ahh. That only reason why I'm actually watching it is--- Kratos-sama!!! *_* He's sooooo handsome and cool!~ (okay. this makes me sound as if I go for good-looking characters. But what else can you find in an anime character???) He makes my day~ kya!! *fangirling in progress... once again.*

Also watched Doujin Work. I say its for people who actually know what doujinshi is and are not offended by the perverted jokes in it. ^^ (gosh, I doubt that a person who doesn't even know what doujinshi is will actually understand it. ahaha. ^^;;)

WAHHH. Debbie's not going to be in school next week because of an exchange program with Hwa Chong... T_T I'll miss you for the whole week!!! Come back soon!!! *sobs*

oh shit. this just reminded me. I haven't went to sign and countercheck my health week(next week) programs. SHHEEEEEET.

I better think up of something.. Or hope a lot some people forgot to sign too. Ja ne!
Thursday, August 16, 2007 @ 8:44 PM
loonnng..

mood: tired.
music: FLOW - Answer

Has it been a long time since I've updated? Hope it hasn't. -_- Good things and bad things all come together this month. Well bad thing is that I'm officially a "sick" patient. Yeah. Don't think anymore. If you wanna know you can ask me personally and IF I find you trustworthy enough and that you don't have a humongous mouth I'll consider telling you. ;) Good thing is that I got a new phone: Nokia n76!! Hahaha! Too bad Nokia-haters! This phone is a lot better than my Sony Ericsson! Well considering its price its a 'duh' that its a hell lot better.

Oh, even though this was in the New Paper yesterday.. I guess I should reflect on this. Odex director got flamed by netizens like a zillion times and he is thereby dubbed the "most hated man in the singapore anime community". sigh. Why must such a trivial thing blow up? Okayy, maybe its not that trivial to some people. But it is too me. Truthfully, I don't see how stopping us from downloading anime online can actually help Japan's economy. So far, its only been helping Singapore's. But that doesn't mean that we should be flaming the poor director like that. Though he's words on a certain forum did go overboard.. Something about gloating over the fact that he has caught so many people and brought them to court. Now that is wrong. -_- Ah wells. I'm just a kid. I don't know this complicated stuff. Better if I shut up about it. =x

Japanese guests coming to monitor certain classes tomorrow! Excited! It might just be a bunch of elderly people but heck cares! And gotta do that HiM thing AGAIN. Damn. Why did I work so hard for it on Tuesday night? And I have to go through it again tonight. URGH. No choice. Byee ne!
Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 7:21 PM
aiiiin..

mood: tired from reading too much manga -_-
music: ES21 new ending-- BACK-ON - Flower [short]

sigh. Just asked my mother to sign my math paper. She seemed really disappointed. Well, I was too when I first saw the paper.. ahh wells. I have no idea whether we have a test tomorrow. O_O I'm in big trouble. T_T iii my nose hurts... sighs. The holidays are over already.. I think that this year really is one of the fastest compared to the other 12 years in my life.. Hmm..

Weee. More on happy stuff. Got my hands on the full series of Gakuen Heaven& Loveless. Such beautiful and wonderful shounen-ai animes~ *must have for fans! :D* I also have the sudden urge to buy shounen-ai manga in SG.. Cause I think during the first few weeks in school [this year] I saw someone reading Loveless... But they say that if you buy it in kino they will check your ic to see whether you're 21 years old and above.. :( I want shounen-ai! Not yaoi! T_T I hope they don't assume its the same thing. *jerks hand up [watch Air Gear to get what I mean]* not the same at all. -_- I didn't notice that they updates the KKM ova site. Have more pictures... Can't wait for 26/10~ But thats like... after my end-of-years. T_T ahhh. life.. I wonder if its the song thats making me feel.... 'lifely'. [hahah! made my own word. 8D] aii. i just love shounen-ai... and yaoi. xD

signing off ne~ ja na.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 8:40 PM
good people..

mood: tired, sleepy.
music: Ayumi Hamasaki - Jewel.

wahh. had National Day celebrations today aka all the marching practices i have been going for are finally put to action. sigh. I don't think that I did well though. -_- After all the school activities today I went back to ij with jiahui.. And the old school was damn big lah. Don't think I would have been able to survive climbing all the steps.. (7 lvls? o.o) lucky got lift. ^^ After all the sob sob hug hug with the others (gosh I missed every single one of you!!) we headed to zoey's house.. practically I just ate a lot there cause I totally forgot about the fact that I had not eaten since morning. =P *hope she isn't angry* didn't really want to play badminton cause my legs still hurt a little from marching. (its totally fine now, though.) then after all the action at zoey's house went to amandas.. and played with her sister.. listened to songs... hanging around yeah? ^^ it was really fun today. (:

which reminds me of yesterday's injection.. I regretted getting tensed up at the second injection. The nurse was like telling me to relax cause even though the needle was in the blood wasn't flowing and she was like saying that my blood isn't coming out. I had a really hard time calming down... I really hate injections. I bet no one in my class has to go for such injections. I just know it. It's always me. -_-lll Oh and I'll never say that injections aren't painful again. It's just how well you can take the pain. (:

I didn't know that taxi drivers could be so nice and friendly. When I sat it back home from manda's, the uncle gave me tips on how to slim down. Well, I guess I should start eating more cucumber!! Haha. x)
Sunday, August 05, 2007 @ 9:15 PM
slack..

mood: slacky.
music: DJ OZMA - Lie-Lie-Lie

Lie-Lie-Lie. Yup. Naruto Shippuuden movie (naruto movie 4)'s theme song. I wanna watch it! T_T It seemed pretty interesting, like how the teasers would say that Naruto would die in this movie. But come on, what is 'Naruto' without Naruto? lol. Of course he didn't die. -_- anyways. feel like a complete slacker this weekend. I completed my oral report in like 10 mins? And after doing 10 math questions (father's request. -_-) I had nothing to do. Well practically today I just spent my butt off reading manga.. both english and chinese. Found this chinese manga site that had a lot of series I wanted.. so took the chance to improve my chinese. haha. but it didn't help one bit. -_- sigh. If I continue to use the computer like this I'll be doomed to wear specs in the future.. I don't want that. =x

Silver Diamond is the best shounen-ai manga ever. I want more! Too bad I don't understand the chinese bits so it's kinda hard for me to know exactly what was going on.. But ChigusaxRakan FTW. Love them~!
Saturday, August 04, 2007 @ 1:49 PM
yaho..

mood: cheery.
music: Hey!Say!7 - Hey!Say!

hello(: I'm rather cheerful today as I make this post. Well, first off- english oral done! I was really nervous and stumbled over a few words. T_T And I don't think I said the right point in the conversation.. (went off topic.) sigh. But it's all over now. ^^ll AND I changed my blog skin! Have to say that I like it. hehe. Though I feel rather guilty every time I change someone's hard work aka blogskin. ... ah wells. hmm. got the full version of Hey!Say! on Gendou.. And a few other songs. NDP is coming! YES PEOPLE. Its next wednesday. After marching have first aid duty.. We're always on the lookout for other people! Haha. Red Cross is the best. We have super great ma'ams and ex-ncos.. And great seniors! :D ahh my neck hurts.. lol. I'm being very random in this post. x) Have to reply my letter to Pearlyn ma'am soon!

Grapefruit flavoured Lakerol tastes weird. Gives me this acidic feeling. -_-
Thursday, August 02, 2007 @ 3:21 PM
zomg..

mood: shocked.
music: KOTOKO - Re-Sublimity.

OMFG. What the hell happened to the level blog? It's deleted? Man. What's happening to the level? Does someone hate us so much that they deleted our level blog? But sorry if I misunderstand.. Like someone wants to change the url or something.. But if someone has really been messing up our blog, (I'm not pointing fingers dearies (:) *cracks knuckles* oh you're so gonna get it. I hope this is a warning to you. And mind you I do not suspect anyone from the level. So don't say that I'm pointing fingers kay? (;

Sorry if it was a misunderstanding though. Just erase this thought/post okay? Thanks. Greatly appreciated.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 7:56 PM
booyah..

mood: homeworking.
music: Hamasaki Ayumi - Evolution

hello. another post by the extremely tired blackakabelly. My legs hurt. A lot. But I'm ready for tomorrow's rehearsal. (: ah. today linda told me that teachers check their student's blog. ... i'm sorry. *to all teachers. right now if you see this post please visualise me kneeling down and begging for forgiveness, bcos that's really how i feel right now. (:* but i'm not that shocked.. I kinda knew that they check our blogs. sighs. whats the point of a blog when you can't write/type your true feelings out. -_- tsk. anyway. i think i want to change my blogskin... I get tired of current ones very easily dudes. lol. oh. and today during geography mr teo made the whole class laugh as he act like a "lady" with all the sissy gestures. he made me laugh till i cried. hai. linda said my whole face was very red. lol. hmm. i think i'll go back to doing homework now. I have a lot. sighs. ja ne.