Crossed paths.

We shall meet in the next life.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 6:03 PM
picturees..

mood: hungry.
music: 12012 - Last Time.
Posting some pictures of my gonggong [grandpa] AND my aokubi daikon + SHOXX :D!


gonggong :D! [took it back when we were at kota tinggi xD]

Gaze posterrr! =w= OMIGOSH REITA'S MISSING IN THE MIRROR IMAGE NANDE!?!


My SHOXX, INDEXX and Aokubi Daikon.
And lastly the smaller keychain.
LOVEE♥

Hm... Orientation tomorrow..
Hope we DON'T screw it up.
I thought of the cheer alreadyy! YAY :DD!
Heather♥
We will win and thrive! hope my slowless won't slow us down D;
A level with a strong bond is what I wish for.. :)

Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 8:21 AM
jam..

mood: awake.
music: The GazettE - Guren (PV RIP)

I forgot to blog about the huge huge traffic jam yesterday.
It was soooo long, stupide lorries.
There was such a big fat obvious yellow box and they still wanted to turn and block up the entire road. Geez. There was a big jam at the other road too, still want to turn in there. -shakes head- Tsk. I sigh at the drivers. No sense.
Thank goodness they (Well I think only one driver needed to be) got summoned. YAY. Justice
served.


I wonder when my mum's friend is coming to Singapore.
My Shoxx and Aokubi Daikon!!
And I would really want to meet her, she seems really friendly and cheery. :D
Too bad the GazettE calendars were sold out.. I wanted one T^T.
Oh and Guren is lovee! Yet another wonderful song by gaze, can't wait for the single to come out.
Has everyone watched the Gemcerey feat The GazettE ad yet??
If you haven't, GO NOW. -insert humongous smiley here-
Gaze is so damn cool. XDD!


I want to go to that church service...
Had a good talk with Bridget- someone that I met at the bus stop few days ago.
I wanna go for the service.. But I- doubt my parents would allow it. sigh.
No time maybe? D:
So sad.
That Rukaya can't go for the movie.
Now its left with me and Gaya.
If Gaya says she can't go, then its cancelled! D;
NOOOOOO. I WANNA GO OUT, ITS SUICIDE LEAVING ME HERE AT HOME. *CRY*
Please say you can go Gaya...
PLEASSEEE!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 8:58 PM
math math..

mood: crappy.
music: THE RODEO CARBURETTOR - Speed Of Flow. [Gintama ED8]

I... Haven't finished math homework.
I absolutely will NOT have any time to do it tomorrow I swear.
So I better finish it now.
But.. It's sooo confusing!! ==
URGHH. HELPP. D;
Oh yeah my mum sent me this list of nice japanese emoticons.. I think one of her ex-colleagues likes to use them and she made a list and gave it to me..
o(゜∇^☆)
KAWAIIIIIII!!! (*゜▽゜*)ノ~
Reminds me of NAO-san and his emoticons.
I think I'm gonna go check their blog entries @the lj community.
There should be some new ones.
Later.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 @ 8:56 PM
tiredd..

mood: lazy.
music: GLAY - Ashes -1969-
I'm tired. Seriously. I don't want to start on math homework.
I can't get anything right for spheres. It's hard to memorise the formula. D:
I screwed up my math test.
Oh today we met really friendly people at the bus stop, they were conducting surveys for their church, but its all the way in somerset. D; Even if I want to go it's soo far. but I'm in no position to talk after looking at where I study. ..
We had a good talk while waiting for our buses. ^^
It seems that the AtoU live is continuing for alice nine.
YAY! TORA SEEMS BETTER TOO KYA *HAPPY*!
But I heard that he was wearing a neck-case during the live.
I hope he doesn't push himself too hard, no matter how much he loves the band and his fans. T^T On the contary, it would just make his overseas fans worry for him.
Damn, sometimes I wish I was born Japanese. T3T
I want to learn Japanese.
I want to migrate there someday.
Should I go for science tuition?
LOL. Random. xD
Urgh. Better go and start math homework now...
SIGHS. SO SIAN.
Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 10:02 PM
the old me..

mood: nostalgic.
music: alice nine - Akatsuki.

Changed the picturee. According to Linda she said that the gaze one was kinda scary. kinda.
Anyway, was looking through my older posts. I've reached like 170+? No biggy. I'm sure there are many others with a lot more posts. Never really knew that I could be so enthu and hyper last time.. Well the fangirling posts are understandable =w=. Hm... Guess the mood really counts when blogging. Oops. Just realised that I haven't been blog-hopping for a while. .. But when can I find the time to do that I wonder.


Oh, and I also realised that my past posts seem really really long, compared to now.

wow.

I had that much to write! ^^

Unbelievable ya~

lol, taken from Slam Dunk. xD




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mood: bitchy.


Sheesh, just got eh scolded from freak father because during the hols in HK I was using the GPRS in my phone and the bill is... 200$. whoops. okay, I admit it was my fault. But he didn't have to go and make fugging comments like No aircon for one whole month like some fugging gay man right. stupidstupidstupid. go to ____. he better be glad that I'm not using any strong words. urgh. That's why I absolutely hate people like him. They'd die just to save up some cash. Yeah yeah I know its all for my own fugging good and life. That's what people always say. It's so annoying when one has to repeat those sentences again and again. Take a closer look, those "It's for own good" shit is just directing the blame to ourselves. Seriously.


urgh. so damn annoying.

And I was in an okay mood just now.

He just had to ruin it.

stupid.

stupid.

stupid.



It's so freaking annoying you know?


LOL. Mr Ang's class. xDDD
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 6:48 PM
relieved..

mood: relieved.
music: day after tomorrow - Starry Heaven.
Please excuse the post from before.. [Like a few minutes before!?!]
I.. just finished reading the diary entries.
It's a good thing that Tora's condition is recovering.
I was so worried.. And now.. I'm rather relieved BUT still worried.
Damn, why didn't I learn japanese? I could have written him a letter. T_T
It was so serious that he had to write an entry in his blog about this.
Tora...
I know it's not really my place to say all this but-
I'm really disappointed in myself.
I mean, everywhere. I call myself a fan of Tora.
I like him so much.
Yet I didn't know that he was suffering over at Japan.
It's... just frustrating.
I hate myself now.
Seriously.
I've never liked myself anyway..
@ 6:37 PM
TORAAA T_T!!!.

mood: worried. T_T
music: Maaya Sakamoto - Saigo no Kajitsu.

No.
This can't be.
Someone hit me hard now.
Please.
No.
How can Tora... be ill!?!
His arms, he can't feel them? It's numb?
Spinal disc hernia?
NO.
How could I not know.
How could I have missed it.
Such a serious thing.
SUCH A SERIOUS MATTER DAMNIT.
WHY CAN'T I CRY.
WHY.
I'M UTTERLY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF.
THIS STUPID ME.
D:
TORA. T_T
OMG.
I'm too worried. T_T
I better continue reading the translated diary entries.
They even mentioned that there wasn't a way to cure it? NOO.
Recover soon Tora......
Please.... T_T








How could I not know...
Friday, January 11, 2008 @ 11:03 PM
hmm..

mood: rejuvenated. AFTER SEEING BABY KAI <---- KYAA!
music: alice nine. - TSUBASA.

Oh no worries Andro I won't stop blogging yet. It will depend when I reach upper sec, when the stress gets to me. :p My mum bought me Cure last year Nov edition when she was at kino yesterday. sigh, Newtype Romance and Shoxx only comes in end of the month. D: The magazine was talking about bis disbanding. I feel sad, I mean they are rather close friends with arisu. Still remember when alice nine was in their indies era and on youtube they had this DAMN DAMN CUTE VIDEO OF BIS AND TORA AND EVENTUALLY THE OTHERS OF ALICE NINE. Haha, bis from a 4 member band become 7 member xDD KYA TORA LOOKED SO ADORABLE WITH HIS GLASSES!! ^3^!
It's really sad, I hope the others will still pursue their careers as usual, just not together anymore. Wish them the best of luck, bis! :DD!!

Yep, that's all I wanna say.
Gawd tomorrow early morning go grandma's hse in malaysia.
byee.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008 @ 8:24 PM
i fear..

mood: intimidated. TORA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING BEHIND RUKI XD
music: alice nine. - Cradle to Alpha.

I fear.
Fear what you say?
The day that I would say.
"I'm going to stop blogging. The stress is too much. Goodbye netizens. Forever.
Isn't it happening now? I mean, I don't blog as often anymore.. And it's only the start of the year.
This obviously hints that I have to change. Change my lifestyle.
Very soon I will be at home everyday hitting the books. Banned from computers and televisions. Not to mention the mangas.
I fear.
Fear those days.
But it's nearing.
I can feel it.
But no, I won't let it touch me. At least not now.
Somehow it resembles the game of tag. And I'm at the losing end. D:
And in the end, everyone would get tagged. Everyone would have to face it one day.
When we become living studious zombies.
Zombies, I daresay that.
NOOOOO. Someone wake me up from this nightmare! D;!

D:
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Oh and today's the day that the guys go to NS, like leewei's friend.
Life is unfair.
How disappointing, how hurtful.





How true.
Monday, January 07, 2008 @ 12:10 PM
school..

mood: none. in school. free time in com lab. yay. ^^
music: NONE. D:

So this is how it feels like to blog in school. Always hear from others saying "I'm in school now, blogging." Doesn't feel any different. == Anyway, went crazy when talking about Reita, Tora, NAO and Kai during recess with Tricia. aww, sad that she isn't in the same class as moi. D; I think I should bring Otomen tomorrow, can let her read. (: sighh. I don't know what to do now. boredd. JOOO WHERE ARE YOU I WANNA TALKK!! D: But apparently time and SCHOOL doesn't allow that. sobsob. I think I'm gonna love computer lessons, if they actually give us free time like noww. :DD

I want to watch the GemCerey CM againn!! Gazelove:D
Byebye, might post later. might. :D
Tuesday, January 01, 2008 @ 8:14 PM
After Dinner..

mood: blank. kai-chann~ damn where's meh uruha mood theme T^T!
music: The GazettE - Rich Excrement.
It's the first day, of the new year.
I sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart that this year would be good. Last year wasn't that bad, with the exceptions of some things that shouldn't be said here. HAHA. xDD
My uncle and aunties are visiting [one is staying with us tonight], and my auntie [maid] is coming back tomorrow~! YAY. :DD
Soon, everything will go back to normal. I wish something supernatural would happen. But i guess it can never be true ya? T3T
This reminds me of "Amatsuki". Man, Kon and Toki should totally be together~ BOYSLOVE FTW BABY! Or maybe Toki with Bonten-sama? xD But I don't mind Kuchiha being with anyone~ She's one of the only few female characters that I like, among all the manga series. Another would be Aikawa-san from Junjou. ^^
Currently reading After School Nightmare. Main character is like half male half female. And one guy and one girl both fall in love with him. Oh the cries of yuri and yaoi! ORZZ.
Lol, I was totally kidding on that sentence, it has this really romantic and beautiful touch to this manga, not your average love story mind you. Love it. :D Oh I forgot to mention the bloody scenes and everything. Go and read to find out.
Oh well. Once again. SCHOOL TOMORROWW T^T!!