Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
So how was it a BREAK.

mood: disappointed.
music: Perfume - Secret Secret (♥ this song :3)

I finally have the time to blog - Yes, on the last day of our supposed week-long break. =A=
&I'm worrying about a literature test tomorrow, oh the horrendous thoughts of failing. *holds head in hands*

The week has been emotionally stressing on me, many times have I felt the urge to just scream at any random soul out there.
But I didn't, thankfully.
Of course, I am grateful to have trusted friends that are willing to support me in any way they can.
Just for a person like me, this friendship is truly beautiful.
And I guess I'm able to smile because of that, ne? (:

However, I did hurt people along the way as well.
With my careless words and stupidity.
So I apologise to anyone who I have offended throughout the timeline of my life -
I am truly sorry. *dogeza*
May I receive your gracious forgiveness, yoroshiku ne.

Somehow I hope my juniors and levelmates will forgive my incompetence/inefficiency/impoliteness during the camp preparation and the camp itself.
Yes, I have been rude and incourteous to many, once again.
It somehow has become typical of me, or am I just talking about the same thing?
I'm sure I have made many of you angry, you just don't say anything to me about it.
And many times have I felt that nauseating feeling of insecurity.
You will stab me in the back one day, I just know it.
No matter how many times your words of comfort made me feel encouraged, those ugly thoughts will always come back.
Can I even trust them anymore?

This is just how I view about the human population. =A=
Pretty bad, eh? Well, that's why I ♥ legalism. :3
I wonder what happened to my policy of being the ultimate pacifist. :/

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On a lighter note,


Warning: Not work-safe - Don't like explicit stuff, don't read.
Instruction:
*Fill out the numbers with KHR characters' names before answering the questions below.
*And...for your sake as well as the reader's sake, put the name of the character in the parenthesis after the number in the question.

1.) Hibari Kyoya-sama♥♥
2.) Tsunafish-dono♥♥
3.) Dino Cavallone♥
4.) Squalo-chan~♥
5.) XANXUS-DEAR♥♥
6.) Gokudearr♥
7.) Yamamoto aka Mocchan♥
8.) Nappo-sama♥
9.) Chrome-chan♥
10.) Ryohei-niichan♥

1.) What if #1 (Hibari) and #2 (Tsuna) became canon?
What are you talking about, aren't they already? >D
No wait, seriously. =A=
*shot* LOL.

2.) Do you think #5 (Xanxus) and #8 (Mukuro) would be a good pair?
It would be one scheming OTP imo, with two dangerous people.. I'd rather them with Tsuna, then it'd be a fairly good OT3! (:

3.) What would happen if you lock #1 (Hibari), #10 (Ryohei), and #9 (Chrome) in a room?
Chrome would 'transform' (I don't know what the term is OTL) into Mukuro and they would have a threesome. ^-^

Or would you rather Hibari beat the hell out of Ryohei (because of an argument) and Chrome looking helpless at the situation? Take your pick.

4.) #2 (Tsuna) #6 (Gokudera) were tasked to prepare dinner. What do they cook?
Nabe, because Gokudera wants to bond ever-so-closely with his jyuudaime :3
(Reference to one of the drama cds btw ^-^ )

5.) If #3 (Dino) and #7 (Yamamoto) would have a date, where would it be and how would would it go?
Probably Mafia-land, because Dino is too busy thinking about his darling Kyo-chan &Mocchan wouldn't mind either because all he has in his mind is Goku-chan ♥

6.) What do you think is the themesong of #4 (Squalo) and #5 (Xanxus)?
I don't have any suggestions now but... DEFINITELY A LOVE SONG! XS FTW♥

7.) What kind of wedding would #7 (Yamamoto) and #8 (Mukuro) have?
One that was held in a baseball field, made by Mukuro's illusions. =x

AND MUKKYUUN'S TEH BRIDE BTW, INCASE YOU WERE WONDERING! ♥
ZOMG, IMAGINE HIM IN A WEDDING DRESS! O ; : O

8.) If #3 (Dino) and #1 (Hibari) were suddenly in a fairy-tale-ish world, what part would they play?
Dino would be Prince Charming that married the oh-so-beautiful tsundere Princess, Kyo-chan♥~
And they lived happily ever after naaaaa~

9.) What would happen after #10 (Ryohei) and #6 (Gokudera) found themselves together in bed?
They would probably start fighting about who started the whole sleeping thingy, and then later proceed onto what 3359 does best :3 Apologetic-ish sex!

10.) What kind of book would #9 (Chrome) be reading?
The Complete Idiot's Guide to Learning Italian.

11.) What topic would most likely be talked about by #2 (Tsuna) and #5 (Xanxus)?
The different ways as to how Tsuna should die. (With Tsuna having the "T^T" or "TAT" expression as Xanxus tortures him verbally and physically, teehee~)

12.) How would #6 (Gokudera) confess to #8 (Mukuro)?
Mukuro probably forced the love words out of Gokudera on bed.

13.) #3 (Dino) and #10 (Ryohei) are going to fight. What did they disagree upon and who do you think would win? (and what kind of fight would they have..?)
Dino didn't like the fact that Ryohei had the freedom to roam around and barge into Hibari's room even at night, when he himself wasn't allowed. Hmm, I guess Hibari-sama would just intervene the fight with his lovely tonfas and beat both of them up as they disturbed him of his sleep♥

14.) For what reason does #7 (Yamamoto) sneak inside #1's (Hibari) house at night?
To get back his pants that got confiscated by 18-sama at his house the other day :3 (I swing 1880 as well~♥)

15.) What are the words that #4 (Squalo) would say as s/he is about to kill #9 (Chrome)?
VOOOOIII, women like you are definitely a pain in the ass to kill, so I'll spare your life! BE GRATEFUL!!

Then chrome transforms into Mukkyun yet again and Mukuro beats the hell out of Squ-chan D: BUT ITS XANXUS TO THE RESCUE THEN!


16.) If #7 (Yamamoto) would rule a kingdom, who would be his/her spouse?
GOKUDERA, OF COURSE

17.) #3 (Dino) turned into an animal..! (out of curiosity, what kind of animal is s/he? 8D) #4 (Squalo) picks him/her up. How are their days together?
DINO TURNED INTO A TURTLE AND IT'S UP TO PRINCESS!SQUALO TO KISS IT SO THAT HE WILL TURN BACK! And indeed Squalo kissed the turtle by accident and ended up being frenched by a rather turned-on Dino. I'm feeling so dirty today D:

18.) If #5 (Xanxus) fails an exam, how can #10 (Ryohei) persuade him/her to study?
33: STUDY TO THE EXTREME, YOU CAN DO IT!!!! ALL YOU NEED IS PHYSICAL TRAINING EVERY DAY AT LEAST 3 HOU-

X: -shoots Ryohei- Shut up, you fcuking trash. D<

19.) Who would you rather go out with? #8 (Mukuro), or #9 (Chrome)?
MUKKYUN♥~ But does it really make much of a difference? :P

20.) If Amano-sensei would give you an official art that has #2 (Tsuna) and #6 (Gokudera) [only] in it, what scene of the two would you like her to draw for you?
Gokudera proposing to his jyuudaime!♥ That'd be awesome ne :3

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OH WHERE ART THOU, LITERATURE! *DIES*

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 9:44 PM
So how was it a BREAK.

mood: disappointed.
music: Perfume - Secret Secret (♥ this song :3)

I finally have the time to blog - Yes, on the last day of our supposed week-long break. =A=
&I'm worrying about a literature test tomorrow, oh the horrendous thoughts of failing. *holds head in hands*

The week has been emotionally stressing on me, many times have I felt the urge to just scream at any random soul out there.
But I didn't, thankfully.
Of course, I am grateful to have trusted friends that are willing to support me in any way they can.
Just for a person like me, this friendship is truly beautiful.
And I guess I'm able to smile because of that, ne? (:

However, I did hurt people along the way as well.
With my careless words and stupidity.
So I apologise to anyone who I have offended throughout the timeline of my life -
I am truly sorry. *dogeza*
May I receive your gracious forgiveness, yoroshiku ne.

Somehow I hope my juniors and levelmates will forgive my incompetence/inefficiency/impoliteness during the camp preparation and the camp itself.
Yes, I have been rude and incourteous to many, once again.
It somehow has become typical of me, or am I just talking about the same thing?
I'm sure I have made many of you angry, you just don't say anything to me about it.
And many times have I felt that nauseating feeling of insecurity.
You will stab me in the back one day, I just know it.
No matter how many times your words of comfort made me feel encouraged, those ugly thoughts will always come back.
Can I even trust them anymore?

This is just how I view about the human population. =A=
Pretty bad, eh? Well, that's why I ♥ legalism. :3
I wonder what happened to my policy of being the ultimate pacifist. :/

-------------
On a lighter note,


Warning: Not work-safe - Don't like explicit stuff, don't read.
Instruction:
*Fill out the numbers with KHR characters' names before answering the questions below.
*And...for your sake as well as the reader's sake, put the name of the character in the parenthesis after the number in the question.

1.) Hibari Kyoya-sama♥♥
2.) Tsunafish-dono♥♥
3.) Dino Cavallone♥
4.) Squalo-chan~♥
5.) XANXUS-DEAR♥♥
6.) Gokudearr♥
7.) Yamamoto aka Mocchan♥
8.) Nappo-sama♥
9.) Chrome-chan♥
10.) Ryohei-niichan♥

1.) What if #1 (Hibari) and #2 (Tsuna) became canon?
What are you talking about, aren't they already? >D
No wait, seriously. =A=
*shot* LOL.

2.) Do you think #5 (Xanxus) and #8 (Mukuro) would be a good pair?
It would be one scheming OTP imo, with two dangerous people.. I'd rather them with Tsuna, then it'd be a fairly good OT3! (:

3.) What would happen if you lock #1 (Hibari), #10 (Ryohei), and #9 (Chrome) in a room?
Chrome would 'transform' (I don't know what the term is OTL) into Mukuro and they would have a threesome. ^-^

Or would you rather Hibari beat the hell out of Ryohei (because of an argument) and Chrome looking helpless at the situation? Take your pick.

4.) #2 (Tsuna) #6 (Gokudera) were tasked to prepare dinner. What do they cook?
Nabe, because Gokudera wants to bond ever-so-closely with his jyuudaime :3
(Reference to one of the drama cds btw ^-^ )

5.) If #3 (Dino) and #7 (Yamamoto) would have a date, where would it be and how would would it go?
Probably Mafia-land, because Dino is too busy thinking about his darling Kyo-chan &Mocchan wouldn't mind either because all he has in his mind is Goku-chan ♥

6.) What do you think is the themesong of #4 (Squalo) and #5 (Xanxus)?
I don't have any suggestions now but... DEFINITELY A LOVE SONG! XS FTW♥

7.) What kind of wedding would #7 (Yamamoto) and #8 (Mukuro) have?
One that was held in a baseball field, made by Mukuro's illusions. =x

AND MUKKYUUN'S TEH BRIDE BTW, INCASE YOU WERE WONDERING! ♥
ZOMG, IMAGINE HIM IN A WEDDING DRESS! O ; : O

8.) If #3 (Dino) and #1 (Hibari) were suddenly in a fairy-tale-ish world, what part would they play?
Dino would be Prince Charming that married the oh-so-beautiful tsundere Princess, Kyo-chan♥~
And they lived happily ever after naaaaa~

9.) What would happen after #10 (Ryohei) and #6 (Gokudera) found themselves together in bed?
They would probably start fighting about who started the whole sleeping thingy, and then later proceed onto what 3359 does best :3 Apologetic-ish sex!

10.) What kind of book would #9 (Chrome) be reading?
The Complete Idiot's Guide to Learning Italian.

11.) What topic would most likely be talked about by #2 (Tsuna) and #5 (Xanxus)?
The different ways as to how Tsuna should die. (With Tsuna having the "T^T" or "TAT" expression as Xanxus tortures him verbally and physically, teehee~)

12.) How would #6 (Gokudera) confess to #8 (Mukuro)?
Mukuro probably forced the love words out of Gokudera on bed.

13.) #3 (Dino) and #10 (Ryohei) are going to fight. What did they disagree upon and who do you think would win? (and what kind of fight would they have..?)
Dino didn't like the fact that Ryohei had the freedom to roam around and barge into Hibari's room even at night, when he himself wasn't allowed. Hmm, I guess Hibari-sama would just intervene the fight with his lovely tonfas and beat both of them up as they disturbed him of his sleep♥

14.) For what reason does #7 (Yamamoto) sneak inside #1's (Hibari) house at night?
To get back his pants that got confiscated by 18-sama at his house the other day :3 (I swing 1880 as well~♥)

15.) What are the words that #4 (Squalo) would say as s/he is about to kill #9 (Chrome)?
VOOOOIII, women like you are definitely a pain in the ass to kill, so I'll spare your life! BE GRATEFUL!!

Then chrome transforms into Mukkyun yet again and Mukuro beats the hell out of Squ-chan D: BUT ITS XANXUS TO THE RESCUE THEN!


16.) If #7 (Yamamoto) would rule a kingdom, who would be his/her spouse?
GOKUDERA, OF COURSE

17.) #3 (Dino) turned into an animal..! (out of curiosity, what kind of animal is s/he? 8D) #4 (Squalo) picks him/her up. How are their days together?
DINO TURNED INTO A TURTLE AND IT'S UP TO PRINCESS!SQUALO TO KISS IT SO THAT HE WILL TURN BACK! And indeed Squalo kissed the turtle by accident and ended up being frenched by a rather turned-on Dino. I'm feeling so dirty today D:

18.) If #5 (Xanxus) fails an exam, how can #10 (Ryohei) persuade him/her to study?
33: STUDY TO THE EXTREME, YOU CAN DO IT!!!! ALL YOU NEED IS PHYSICAL TRAINING EVERY DAY AT LEAST 3 HOU-

X: -shoots Ryohei- Shut up, you fcuking trash. D<

19.) Who would you rather go out with? #8 (Mukuro), or #9 (Chrome)?
MUKKYUN♥~ But does it really make much of a difference? :P

20.) If Amano-sensei would give you an official art that has #2 (Tsuna) and #6 (Gokudera) [only] in it, what scene of the two would you like her to draw for you?
Gokudera proposing to his jyuudaime!♥ That'd be awesome ne :3

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OH WHERE ART THOU, LITERATURE! *DIES*